Not Feeling Well..and frustrated!

Dari semalam aku rasa badan rasa x sedap.. dengan batuk dan loyanyee.. rasa cam morning sickness datang balik laa.. hari ni rasa badan lemah.. mgkin sebab x cukup tidur malam tadi.. letihnye..  dan secara tetiba.. datang satu perasaan yang ak sendiri pernah rasa sebelum nie..frustrated..dan rasa sedih yg amat sangat.. rasa x dipeduli.. rasa x dihargai.. rasa penat laa.. all doing by myself..mgkin perasaan datang since aku  pregnant kot.. macam letih jugak.. dah 29 weeks tapi all over again.. rasa x di caring..??sendiri sendiri.. Uwaaaa...caner nak ckp ya.. supaya orang paham my situation..tp orang x akan paham.. since kita yang rasa sendiri perasaan nie.. im forcing myself doing the thing that i think should doing by others already.. x kesian ker? x de rasa nak " nak sy tolong"  " let me do it for you.. just have a rest" .. but then.. its being as normal day.. adoiiii.. tired sometime.. tp im alone.. this kind of feeling makes my anger come out.. buat aku rasa nak marah dan rasa tertekan.. really..semua orang bz.. tapi hope ada sekelumit rasa laa..aku dah larat..